Sunday, November 27, 2011

25th November 2011.

This date marked a very important day in my life. This is the day of my graduation. A day where my 12 years of education ends. I thought this day will never come but eventually it did. I thought I will cry on this day but turned out I didn't which surprised me. Another thing that surprised me was that, I didn't take any photos at the graduation breakfast nor at the graduation which was totally not like me. I'm afraid that without these photos, I will never remember what the day was like in my memories but I will try and keep a hold of it. Anyways, back to the graduation. When it was my turn to graduate, I was nervous getting up on that stage as I hate being the center of attention but at the same time, I couldn't believe that I was graduating as my results hasn't been that great for the last two years, yet at the same time, I was so happy that I was graduating. The only thing I regret that day besides not taking any photos, was saying goodbye to my friends. It's hard to say goodbye to those who I will probably never see again. In the future? Maybe. Now? Not likely but who knows. Only god knows but he won't tell us as our future has not yet been decided. But in the mean time, I will definitely try and keep in touch with them to maintain the friendship. To the friends I hang out with the most, I will definitely try and make time to see them as they are now part of my life and are the people (excluding teachers and parents) that help got me through high school. I'm gonna miss being in this safe environment where I have been looked after by teachers who helped got me though hard questions and assignments and sacrificed their time to explain to me some of the things I don't understand or things that I got wrong etc. Yeah, I admit, I'm gonna miss high school so much. High school is what I have been doing every day for the last 5 years of my life. But one thing I know for sure is that, high school is the kind of place where you discover who you really are. It has helped to discover who I really am. While some may have hung out with the wrong group of people/friends and did stupid things, I'm glad to say, I have hung out with the right group of friends. One that wouldn't let me do bad things or pressure me into doing something I don't want to do. Sometimes it's just hard to say goodbye. For many, this may be the end. But to me, I think this is just the beginning of a whole new adventure. While one chapter of my life have again, ended, another brand new chapter has just begun. All I have to do now is to read what this chapter is about, to read where this chapter will lead me to in life. I hope this chapter will be just as good as the previous one with many more memories to be stored and remember.